A life or my school or my students

Does it have to be a choice? I took my kids to a birthday party for an hour and a half on Saturday and to a movie for just under two hours on Sunday. I needed it so badly. I haven't seen my friends in I don't know how long. I'm way behind in my obligations to my community groups. I am *completely* uninvolved with my own kids' schools. I knew that this program wouldn't be easy. I didn't know how hard it would be. I find myself yearning for some free time at the same time I beat myself up for every second that I'm "off-task". I also find myself resenting every strategy directed at elementary school. I was directed to spend two minutes with each student each day. That's all the time that I have all day!!! 6 classes * 50 minutes = 300 minutes
150 students * 2 minutes = 300 minutes
Did the textbook's author really think that one through?
Grrrr.